The reality of life is just too hard to digest. I have had many nice experiences during the past few days, which has forced me again to start over with my doubts. There was an unusual feeling for freshness of the third of June 2011 that had nurtured my thoughts giving a total restart. To start with, the blog which taught me about the reality that was soon made unreal. A few porn related stuff which I put up in the blog during the recent days which led to some 40 odd followers was deleted and I had to cancel those x requests and the 70+ comments with all those hyperlinks , everything was erased. Decency is always bound to spread happiness and sustain the freshness of life.
Cheap publicity creates celebration among minorities but for a majority support, forwardness should always be sought after.
Death usually doesn't leave back any unanswered doubts in human life. The dead person will be rememberd atleast once a day and that makes thoughts sustain. Search for thoughts and doubt and left out things of a dead person will always give out an answer whether it be expected or unexpected.A suicide attempt of a dad that still persists in the daughter's mind kept itching me through the past night. When the daughter said it me, I found tear in her eyes. The very quest of the doubt was- "Did the late guy leave something?" . Now , it happens that the daughter had her job, husband, happiness just because of her dad but the suicide thing was the one that brought about all the changes. I did not have doubts when these thoughts started to rise. Sometimes, life just answers by itself ,which gives meaning to the new words and gives birth to a new birth each day . Be born everyday.
