Tuesday, April 26, 2011

AFTER THE "WAR GAMES"

John Badham, the greatest visionary director of all time. "He will always make out a way for me.""The opponent is myself and it took me 22 years to realize it.!" "A computer learning algorithm that learns that nobody is ever gonna win a game ", "What a concept!"After years, I had the feeling of awe! when I saw -"War Games", (it still has its own drawbacks though), "I still keep thinking about a positive future." Masterpieces just happen twice or thrice in a lifetime and the rest of it, it is left to the intellect of the executor. The supercomputer was one such thing that keeps me laughing.Well, we happen to execute our own lives and each phase of it has a due outcome which in most games is a neutral one .Again that is often remodelled as a positive one which again brings about another quest of the ideology of success and happiness.
No one behaves "the same way" when they are at a situation of "do or die." It is because of the latter factor. Well, in my life tiem, I happen play to the first phases fearing death,after a while it just happened to get "erased off." "Once you loose the fear of it, life begins"- the quote is always there. But the fact is, "When life begins, you again start to fear DEATH :)". Continuing with the movie, well it has got no drawback at all except that the director wanted to make the child unique and have me convinced that the child already knew the logistics and other details of the systems and then the awe part, to impose a clear cut idea about "how the world would end :).""We vest all our responsibilities on the machine, "Where the hell would would life go then?" . The answer is quite complicated even tho it is a single line one- "We are the laziest part of this system and the ones who work hard, they just want to end up being what we are :) and we, we just want to become "THEM" "
Alternate egoes happen to dominate everyone's life, you see a beautiful young lady out somewhere, the very first thing "I use to think was "- "What a girl!!" , now these days, my very perspective about the notion of beauty has changed, I keep thinking-" What attribute's her beauty?" . Well it was her "back" for a while (in fact it happened for the past 8 years or so), now the very perspective is changing . "I want someone who refuses me and challenges all my thoughts telling that - "You just happened to be a stupid fellow who has achieved nothing". "But , will I find someone like it.?"
I have the answer for the last question too."Well ,it happens that nothing happens by itself unless there are factors like luck and other details involved and in the situation, the only option I have "is to churn a character and mould it in such a way that, it makes her feel that she is deprived and struggling and doesnt want to fight.""All the people in a way are ilke that for god sake!". Genuity is born out of life and the moment you start loosing it, it simply means that you have to start a new one. "What an IDEOLOGY :)".The creator of the system had everything inside "Joshua".It just restarted upon a simple quest :) and then the realization part in the form of a learning.
And finally about the systems and the genuity, " THE CREATOR ALWAYS LEAVES SOMETHING AS A LOOPHOLE WHICH YOU NEED TO PONDER OVER WITH .THE BEST JUSTIFICATION OF YOUR THOUGHTS IS WHAT YOU LIVED IN THE PAST. AND IN CASE YOU DONT REALIZE IT , MAKE A PAST WHICH CAN ATLEAST HELP YOU PACIFY THE VERY IDEA OF LIVEING THE PAST"

Monday, March 28, 2011

HARSHAD THE GHOST

You: i want a fight
Stranger: me too
You: using the f word wont make you cool
You: i want a one to one fight
You: shall we start
You: 1. 2.. 3... begin
You: who the hell are you?
Stranger: im human..... are you?
You: of course im
You: you think you are cool
Stranger: i am . are you?
You: no you are not
Stranger: you wanna bet?
You: you are the same old piece of rotten thing at omegle
You: stinking garbage
Stranger: im not :)
Stranger: thats you
You: i wonder who is gonna clean this shit up in here
You: this once used to be a place of sharing of thoughts
Stranger: i also wonder who will kick you out from here
You: no one is gonna kick me out
Stranger: i'll
You: coz no one fires the CEO
Stranger: rite.........
You: you think you are happy
You: no you are not
You: you are unhappy about ignorance
Stranger: i am
You: you find life unjustified
Stranger: haha
You: you learn books
You: you live in an ignorant environment
You: you choose lifestyles and live like them
You: rules are followed everywhere
Stranger: i wonder who are you
You: why cant i have my own rules is your thought
You: its because you are weak inside
Stranger: im not
You: you are the very old piece of shit that existed centuries back
You: using the computer wont make you cool
You: living a decent life will make you happy
You: but not a winner
You: wanna win, try to change
Stranger: that what you're doing rite now....... youre using computer
You: you are blaming me
You: that aint coo;
Stranger: im not
Stranger: thats the fact:)
You: of course not, i use it once a week
Stranger: or everyday
You: i omegled for the first time and i found the land of perverts
You: i feel sick
You: no one dares even to fight here
Stranger: but im not
You: thats why i justified you
Stranger: you sick cause you meet a perv here.... but thats ofcourse not me
Stranger: because im not the one of them
You: i wanted to fight a pervert
You: you came across
You: but ur decent man
Stranger: you are the one of them. arent you?
You: of course i am a pervert
You: why else would i fight a person like you
Stranger: you you know fight someone isnt a good idea
You: i speak to my neighbours and i am happy, i will complete my graduation next year
You: but when i look back
You: all i have is a bunch of happy memories
You: i dont have enimies
You: i wanna make some before i quit this life
Stranger: then why you have to fight someone?
You: i cant cheat anyone
You: i want to fight
Stranger: is that on your mind right now?
You: nope
Stranger: you know you have to speak your self.....
Stranger: have enimies is the worst plan ever
You: what else should i do to make my life interesting
You: ditch my gf
You: no , i cant do it
You: she is a nice giel
You: girl*
Stranger: make people happy........ and never make them hurt
You: what if everyone laughs at me
You: and when i tell i want a fight
You: they laugh again
You: 21 years of humiliation
You: i want a fight dude
You: i dont care if i loose
You: i want it
You: i want it man to man with any of my pals
Stranger: im not a man
You: they tell they cant do it because they get hurted and depressed at the very moment they hit me
You: i am sorry
You: i make mistakes too
Stranger: what mistake?
You: i just judged you to be a man
Stranger: is that ok then
You: can you give me a solution
You: for my problem
You: please
You: then you can quit
Stranger: sure
Stranger: what problem
You: all this shit i typed here is my own history
You: i want to change my present.. my past is making the graph continue the same way.. i want to take a turn in life..
Stranger: you have to learned what live for
Stranger: if you never learned then you'll never know the answer
Stranger: you know the answer is in your self
You: of course i know the answers-- but why doesnt anyone give it to me
You: u gave it tho
Stranger: because they cant read your mind
You: i feel everyone out there is loosing
You: not bcoz they dont read their mind
You: its bcoz they dont know the consequences of what they are upto
You: one of my pals gambles and he believe making money using a shortcut is gonna make him a winner
You: i cant help him
You: one of my pals
Stranger: of course you can
You: shes a girl
You: she does sex chat
You: i ask her- "You are cheating and loosing"
You: why dont you change?
You: she tells
You: "Fuck off"
You: everyone were kind and good at 13's
You: at 20's they are going down
You: i feel bad
Stranger: everyone always kind. just the way they learned was in wrong way
You: hmmmm
You: another friend of mine thinks he is cool and goes to strippers
You: i doubt what is cool in it
You: can you justify
You: i cant help him too
You: i am loosing
You: :(
You: i know the problems
You: but i cant find a solution
You: i dont know what is going wron
You: is it coz grown ups are perverts and not worth talking to
Stranger: everything in this big world can go wrong.
You: i type at enormous speed
You: i am sorry-- " I did not even ask if you are good at English"
Stranger: im not really good. but i got what you mean
You: European?
Stranger: no
Stranger: are you?
You: nope
You: what is your nationality?
Stranger: you guess
You: China?
Stranger: no
Stranger: but in asia
You: I quit
You: You tell
Stranger: haha ok, indonesian. and you?
You: u guess?
Stranger: canada?
You: I am an Asian too
You: but I do not live in Asia
Stranger: i quit.....
Stranger: you tell
You: I am English - living at US
You: half Persian
Stranger: ok..... and your age?
You: 21
You: u??
Stranger: wow. still 18
You: cool
You: you are younger
You: I have been to jakarta once
Stranger: and you're older
Stranger: haha
Stranger: you have?
Stranger: when?
You: when I was 8 years
You: :)
Stranger: you lived here?
You: No , my uncle was an Indian, he had a hotel there
Stranger: cool
You: He sold it due to some problems
You: now he is in US too
You: what is your name
Stranger: you tell me yours first
You: Harshad
Stranger: and i am vita
You: cool
You: so can we quit?
You: or you got anything to tell
You: thank you for relieving me
Stranger: its ok
You: may god bless you
Stranger: you too
Stranger: and thanks for the fight i think :)
You: why? will it help you?
Stranger: no, i just dont know. it made me laugh you know someone have fought with someone that she or he doesnt even know.
You: you are gonna have a similar experience at some part of your life too kid
You: do you think everyone out there is happy as they appear
You: i actually have planted a very thought in your mind
You: its gonna change you foreverr
You: i dare you
You: you will never know what it is
You: its night 12
You: and this is a ghost in your computer
You: booooo
Stranger: are u sure you're a gosht?
You: Yezzz
Stranger: so you have name
You: a blood thirsty one
Stranger: thats cool
You: I am harshad who died near your house 120 years back
Stranger: u know you make me scared now
You: haha, why are you getting scared?
You: i am not gonna hurt you
You: i am blood thirsty only to my enimies
You: not to the ones who speak good to me
Stranger: :(
You: wait 2 mins
Stranger: for what?
You: I am thirsty
You: let me drink some water
You: Okay
You: my job is to tell my history and the people who ignore me
You: i will scare them
You: to the ones who are good to me
You: I bless them
You: their life will be the most happiest ones to live
You: the best one
Stranger: am i good?
You: I already blessed you
Stranger: then thanks
You: sleep well, if something is frightening you -- frankly tell it to me
You: may be i can fix it for you
You: anyone troubling you??
You: I wont come back to you anymore
You: i will keep watching from behind (to make sure everything is going well)
Stranger: no, i have the best people in my life
You: good , if you ever feel something is going wrong, dont suicide like me
Stranger: i wont
You: your ancestors and neighbors are always with you
You: ghosts like me are with you
Stranger: now you scared me again..........
Stranger: you have to know it
Stranger: :(
You: take me for a friendly ghost now
You: will you
Stranger: yaaa
You: one last thing-- "Here is one thing i need to share-- I heard one of my friends telling -- within 25 years, Indonesia and Japan going to vanish from Earth"
You: I want you to leave the country before that with the people you need
Stranger: where did you know that?
You: that is my advice -- take it if you want to--
You: i cant give you my sources
You: I will be punished for sharing this much with you
You: but i dont wanna see you die
Stranger: you're good :)O
You: Hey , I gotta find my next opponent
You: BYE and LEAVE THE COUNTRY IN 25 YEARS
Stranger: bye
Stranger: and thanks
You have disconnected.