Friday, January 6, 2012

MAIIIBE I Exist

Writing things out of deep pain and laughing at them might be a sign of madness. But during the recent days , I have been taking lots of caffeine and there has been a notable change in my thoughts and decision making. I dream for hours at night. I wake up with a ton over my head. I never had the slightest thought how thoughts are governed by food items. I have seen people booze, the very experience of it , I have not yet tasted. Just like the idea that everyone has some reason or the other to do something , the very need of vulnerability was what I wanted. Finally , the bells started ringing and the only change that I was able to find was that of this very habit of caffeine intake.

I think I am finding new things to deal with !!